Sunday, 20 March 2011
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Missing My Kid
I'm missing my Pinky Wink this morning and have been for a few days now. It's gotten easier to not think about her all the time, but maybe because the days have been warm recently, I'm reminded more of her. I try to sit outside and enjoy the weather, and so Lulu runs around in the yard and her puppy plays on the porch. Pinky Wink should be with them, but she isn't. Besides that, I'm reminded of her every single time I look at dad's fucking demon of a dog. I refuse to pet him. It doesn't matter if he wags his tail and looks at me all excited as I walk by. Sometimes, I growl at him ha. I really do. I see him wagging his tail, take a quick step toward him like I'm going to attack, being sure to stomp my foot down onto the cement with as much force as possible, and make an evil sound. Then I go on into mom and dad's house. If that dog ever breaks loose and takes a notion to eat me, I'm fucked. I'll put up a better fight than Pinky Wink, though, so he'd better catch me with my back turned.I thought I had the damn thing given away, and I was pretty thrilled about it. For months now, all I've been hearing is, "we have to get rid of that dog. We're giving him away, and if we can't, he's going to the animal shelter." Yeah fucking right. When cows grow wings and soar through the air that dog will be gone, and only then. Troy wanted him. I told mom and dad, and dad said, "does he have a fence around his house?" He doesn't. "Well, someone would shoot him, then." So? I know, that's mean. Do I really care, though? No, I don't. I'm sure that makes me sound like an evil animal hater, but try having another dog brutalize and kill your cute little kid (dog) and see if you are so forgiving.
I should have told dad Troy had a huge fence surrounding his home, but you know, being the honest and respectable person that I am, I had to go and tell the truth. Actually, I just wasn't clever enough to spit out the lie before the truth.
Damn me!
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I'm pretty sure if a dog killed mine, I would kill it.
@lonelywanderer2 - I wanted to...badly. The only thing that stopped me was that I knew my little bro loved/loves him. Otherwise, he would have been one dead black lab. I don't believe in killing dogs until something like this happens, especially when it's a dog coming onto my property and killing my pet who was just hanging out around it's home. Breaks my heart. I'd give anything if I had left her inside that day while I went out, but I never expected anything like that to happen at all. She was a great little dog.
Best thing is to find another home, but without any other animals. It obviously has a side that doesn't gel well with other animals.
@Nitzchiya - Aww, I love that you thought about your little brother, and put his feelings first. You are a good person. Sorry about your loss.
I'm sorry about that. But its good that you thought of your little brother. It must hurt to see that dog around even so.
I'm sorry to see what happened to your "baby"
My husband and I (fiance at the time we got her) had a solid black cat since she was like 4 months old, and after a year and a half, (after we had moved back to my parents house for the second time) she became an inside outside cat.
One night we let her out and when we went to call her in, she didn't come. Figuring she was just being stubborn, I was like fine stay outside for a bit longer and went to lay back down, 20 minutes later we heard a gunshot from our bedroom and haven't seen a trace of her since. :(
I miss her so much, and no one will ever replace her.
@Niki_Krazyhawk_13 - That's so sad. :( I'm sorry that happened. They really do become part of the family, so much loved. I'm pretty sure the black lab killed my Kitty Girl as well. She was an inside/outside cat, and never did I have a problem until Shelby came along...dad's dog. She had kittens somewhere, and then all of the sudden, she just vanished. My grandparents told my mom that there was a cat with kittens behind their house, dead. I never went to check. I couldn't. I cried and cried over her.
oh, my gosh, that is so sad. What happened to the kittens though?? Were they dead as well??
@Niki_Krazyhawk_13 - Yep, all dead. :( That's what my grandmother said. I just couldn't go look. I preferred to believe Kitty Girl ran away.
@Margo73 - True. I wish they would find him a home, obviously because I hate him, but also because he lives his life on a chain. They can't even let him loose for a short while, he's so destructive with other animals. He needs an owner with a fenced in yard.
@squeakysoul - Yeah, I hate him with a passion.
Shoot, I know the feeling girl. I hope maybe that someone took Shadow in thinking she was a stray and is carring for her, or maybe she was sick, and didn't want to die infront of us, so wandered off to do it alone...instead of thinking that someone could have hurt my precious cat. :(