Tuesday, 22 February 2011

• 9:07PM

  
  Most people, whether you're saddened by the idea or not, are completely disposable.  Sometimes, even those whom we seem to love dearly and cannot imagine our lives without, after a time, travel down a path that quickly leads away from our hearts.  It's a strange feeling when you realize it's possible.  If you've just realized it, it means it hadn't happened to you before.  It's kind of sad, but honestly, it's far better than hanging on and remaining broken.  I have been broken as a result of losing someone, and if you haven't felt that before, trust me...it's hell on earth.  It's some of the worst pain one can go through, and it never subsides quickly.  It lingers to the point of us thinking it might never end.  After all, the death of a dream (or dreams) is pretty miserable.  It's quite difficult to get over no matter who you are.

  We're disposable too...you and I.  It doesn't mean we're unworthy, unlovable or undesirable.  We're just not the perfect fit for everyone.

  I'll take the easy route and be glad for it.  Very glad for it.

  I won't judge harshly or focus on the negative.  Those things require energy, and I certainly don't have that kind of time to spend.  I have many things I'm forced to think about on a daily basis.  This can't be one of them.  It was okay for a few minutes, but those have passed.

  On a lighter note, I'm starting to flip out as the time draws nearer to midnight.  I can't have anything to drink after then, and I've no clue how I'm supposed to survive that.  Seriously?  I'm always thirsty!

  Now that's true misery.  :)

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